Know your enemy

Hi, .Hindi ako makatulog ng Saturday night. Hindi ko gets kung bakit.You see, I came from the Entrepreneurs and Freelancers Forum 2020 that day. I was one of the speakers.Ang challenge: I will serve at the Feast the next day.You may say, "Baka on high ka pa. Or baka marami kang iniisip. O baka iniisip ka ni Tom Hiddleston."Mali lahat.I already conditioned myself that I needed to shift my attention from serving my freelancing community to serving my spiritual community.Ala-una na ng Linggo ng umaga. Feeling ko nap pa lang ang nagawa ko.Alas dos na. Wide awake pa din ako. Paano ako magsi-serve bukas kung puyat ako? Pero gusto kong mag-serve.I had to make a hard decision. I sent a message to our ministry head, asking if I could be replaced. I told her what was happening to me.She said, "Ann, naniniwala ako na minsan, tinutukso tayo ng kalaban na huwag mag-serve."Wow. Never thought of that.Hindi ko alam na may kalaban pala ako. Na kahit gusto kong mag-serve, gumagawa ang kalaban ng paraan para hindi ako makapagsilbi sa Feast.So I prayed two Rosary decades. I think I slept by the second decade, fourth mystery. I woke up at 5:30 am.I had two hours of sleep. Yet I felt okay. Well bangenge mode pero I am at peace.Why?Just becoming aware of my enemy, I knew how I could defeat it.Ikaw, may challenges ka di ba?I am fighting the fear that people won't give a damn about Wear Your Cape sa May 23. Na hindi ko naman kayang mag-hold ng event. Na mapapahiya lang ako sa marami for trying something that's beyond me.All those fears sa kabila ng friends who have given me suggestions on the people that I need; na may lumapit nang event specialists that would lend their talents; na maraming nae-excite kasi sa CALABARZON-MUNTAPARLAS ang event.But I am fighting the fear every day. Kasi I want to serve you on that event.Kilala mo ba ang kalaban mo?Some people say, "What you don't know won't hurt."But how would you protect yourself from bad habits, limiting beliefs, toxic people, scammers, buying too many courses, and feeling that you are not enough, if you do not know the enemy?How would you be able to ask for help from the right people?Fight for your dream. Fight for the life you wanted for yourself and your family. Walang may ibang dream na katulad ng sa iyo.  

You’re exceptional,

Ann KristineNuclear Power Plant of HappinessP.S.: Your enemy could be you.